Hello! My name is Samantha Fegert
or at least that is what it says on my birth certificate. Now, I go by Samantha Fe (like Santa Fe) because it is flows so nicely and I love the way it fits who I am. I have made a conscious choice to change my name along with a lot of things that didn’t quite fit in my life.
In my past, I have endured a significant amount of pain and struggle. Along with a laundry list of horrible decisions that contributed to the mess of situations I would later have to clean up. Well… later eventually came around. I decided I was ready to face my fears, f*ck ups and flaws by making better choices for myself.
I was craving clarity.
Even through the fog, somehow I knew that was my first step and ticket to true healing
During early adulthood, I chose to hide my abilities under the comfortable numbing blanket of alcohol. Not only was this a cozy escape, it was also the easiest, and simultaneously, most detrimental way to shield myself from conscious awareness.
I thought I was just having fun; at least that is what I told myself.
Eventually life in the ‘fast lane’ all caught up to me and I had to figure something else out.
I knew there was something more. I couldn’t run from my gifts or my pain anymore, I had to face myself.
I found my way to my first meditation class in January of 2012. The class was called meditation to the general public, but really it was “Psychic Kindergarten.”
This step changed the entire trajectory of my future.
I was about to graduate from SSU with a degree in Psychology. Even through that program, I knew I had way more healing to do before I could help others. Through my studies in psychology, I noticed one really irksome theme, the spirit aspect of the human psyche was still completely seen as ‘woo-woo’ holding NO CREDIBILITY.
To me, this made ZERO sense. So I opted out of grad school (and $100,000 of debt) and opted into a Clairvoyant Program. This made all the work I had done to get my psychology degree seem like recess and ultimately was one of the best decisions of my life… aside from hiring a business coach in 2015.
I found that what they don’t tell you or don’t know at the University, is that some of these wounds come from other lifetimes and that no amount of talk therapy is going to make the pain or circumstance go away.
This is the single reason I chose to uncover my gifts rather than to keep hiding from them.
I knew at that point, if I wanted to make significant difference in this world it would be by dedicating myself to discovering my purpose, my ultimate reason for BE-ing. My intuition guided me to the Clairvoyant Program and away from grad school. I figured that if I learned more about how to access and understand my natural abilities, I would be able to use them in all areas of my life.
Finally some truth… and honestly, sometimes I feel like I’m cheating at life.
Still, my search for answers continued;
“Where did I come from?”
“What is the point of all of this?”
“Why is my mother, my mother?”
Really I came to the conclusion that the sex, drugs and ‘rock and roll’ lifestyle I was leading was not all this life had to offer. My gifts became the salvation I was craving, my sovereignty from harm and desire for freedom from the fog.
My path has been raw.
My personal choices to struggle have taught me what it means to be humble.
My wounded insecurities have taught me what it takes to be confident.
The harm I caused myself by committing to my “story” of pain taught me what it means to forgive.
I had to forgive myself, which meant taking responsibility… full responsibility.
The reason I am sharing these vulnerable truths, is to let you know that chances are, I get it. You and I may have different stories, but the secret to understanding each other is that all circumstances boil down to the same basic human emotions. I understand doubt and insecurity and I absolutely know what it feels like to feel alone and misunderstood. I am here to tell you,
You. Are. Not. Alone!
I made the choice to wake up and use my abilities to heal myself first. Now, I can show up for you to share the tools I have learned. The tools that will shortcut your path find what it is you are looking for inside of yourself, no matter how murky the vision may be.
I have fallen, dusted myself off and chosen to learn from every experience. I have dedicated my time and energy into getting to know my angels, as well as my demons. My promise and dedication to you is that I will
ALWAYS do my work, personal, spiritual and entrepreneurial. Take note, because this can be your first step to spiritual freedom. I am dedicated to being here with you every step of the way.
Remember, we are in this together!!